Holding pattern

Sometimes I feel as if this baby will never come out! Then I know she will be here and I will forget all this misery and waiting. I know she will be worth it. False labor pains have been ongoing these past four days. I've done a lot of walking and who knows what else! Last night I was up all night feeling like I was going to throw up and the pain and pressure in my pelvis is almost unbearable now. So close.....thats what I keep telling myself. I guess this is all so that im ready to go through labor...and i am ready!

But I am so grateful. Grateful for a wonderful husband who is always there for me. Grateful for a mother who sympathizes with me every day. Grateful for the opportunity to carry this little girl inside me. Grateful for her health. Grateful for the privilege I will have of becoming a mother. I really am grateful for all of it.